Ahh the age old question, which came first the avoider or the crowd? Just kidding, ignore that. A good friend of mine has recently asked me to share some of my secrets on how I was able to kind of bring my avoider out of her shell and get her to where she is now, where we have almost no problems going out and about. So if you havn’t already guessed, my daughter has a particularly hard time in crowded areas and at one point in time we didn’t really leave the house. I remember wanting to go to festivals and wanting her to have friends, but as soon as we got there she would loose control. My daughter has Sensory Processing Disorder and she is an avoider (avoids stuff).
So lets do it to it, before you can ever begin to help your child you need to pinpoint what it looks like when your child starts having a hard time or a melt down. For my daughter it looks like her starting to get squirmy, she rubs her fingers in her ears, shes all over the place with what she wants sometimes not making sense at all, these are all signs shes had enough. So pay attention the next time your out and try to find out how long it takes your guy to start to get “done” and if there is anything in particular that makes it worse. I had no idea my daughter had problems wearing shoes until one day I was desperate and just started ripping stuff off of her, sure enough as soon as the shoes came off she calmed down a bit. Knowing what things may trigger your child will not only strengthen your bond it will help you to put yourself in there shoes.
Once you know some of the things that bother your baby and about how long your kid has in a crowd you can sit down with your partner, babysitter, whoever else is around the child and discuss a plan of action. With kids consistency is key, with SPD guys trust is also key. They need to feel safe with whoever is taking them, having everyone on board is crucial. For my family our plan of action is that we do brushing on her hands and feet and compressions on her back that was recommended by her therapist before we leave the house, we also talk in great detail about where were are going, what we are doing, how loud and bright it will be, how many people will be there, and some possible bad things that can happen. We talk about our plan of action as a family and assure them that God is with them no matter what. Our family has a safe word that we can say at any time and the rest of the family knows how to fall in line. If its Autaum I take her to the nearest quiet room and we take a break, my husband knows to grab Andy and come wait for us. If its me my husband knows to take both kids and let me just be alone until I calm down and come find them. Everybody has a hard time from time to time and I think its ok to be open about it with your kids. Our safe word is “i’m having a hard time”, yours can be whatever you want.
Now go out and start putting the plan into action. Start small like the library on a day where there is no programs going on and its real quiet. Go in with no expectations, don’t try to check out books and talk to Becky for 45 minutes, dedicate this time to growing with your kid. In this SPD game you will have to walk out on many of programs, parties, and just fun in general. That’s ok, try to go into everything with no expectations. Try not to make commitments to go to stuff because you never know when your going to wake up and your toddlers “hair feels itchy”. My favorite thing to tell people when they ask me if I will be at something or if I will meet them there is “we plan of going”, that’s neither a yes nor no. No extra stress on you or your babies. I remember when I first started working with Autaum we would get all dressed, get all the way up to the library, be in for maybe 5 minutes at the most, and then have to leave. Keep practicing and it will get easier, it may take MONTHS. I am so glad I never gave up and kept working at it.
The last thing that I can say is there is almost always some sort of manipulative that you can bring to help your child. For Autaum I made a “lap snake” out of an old sock and some rice, sewed some different texture ribbon on it, that helped her sit still and not think about the chaos. This will not work for Andy, its an over loader for him, too much input. Andy needs a therapeutic necklace that is super hard to chew on, this gives him something to do with his mouth and give him the sensory input he needs. All children are different and you will have to talk to your child’s therapist, pediatrician and just see what works and what doesn’t. I will post a link below on where you can explore the different options you have. Also, teeny tiny things like putting seamless panties on and not brushing her hair that morning may not stop a meltdown from happening but they are tiny pieces of sensory input into one big multi-highway. If you can eliminate some of the puzzle pieces that aren’t necessary than you are left with only the important sensory pieces. Suddenly your chaotic mess is a nice clear puzzle. If your child protests wearing shorts but will wear pants, let him wear pants. He does not care if it is a hundred degrees, his body is telling him function only and that’s what you may need to switch your mind over.
If you take anything away from this I hope that you can remember that as a mom I have cried countless times because of how hard it can be having to miss out. I would get upset that I couldn’t “just go have fun with my kid”. I have felt angry, ugly feelings, never about my daughter, never any regret or anything like that, but because I didn’t get to do the “mommy things” I imagined myself doing. Having an avoider can make you feel left out. I promise you that what you and your kiddo are going through is a journey to be celebrated. I threw myself a pitty party for a couple months, I had to realize that just because I didn’t get to take my daughter to do things I wanted just meant that I would have to work a little harder to take here there. We would both have to learn each other, trust each other and find what worked for us. I may not have the fairy tail mommy life I imagined but you can bet damn well I am rocking this mommy thing. I just had to find where it was, and then make sure everyone there didn’t get too loud. Switching up your mommy game may just be necessary, and that’s fine. We did therapy for Andy the other day and Autaum took her pants and panties off half way through, the therapist and I didn’t skip a beat, we knew she was starting to get overwhelmed. A year ago I talked to much smack about parents who don’t properly dress their kids.
If you have a “super avoider” who can not seem to handle leaving the house, I would also recommend baby wearing when out. This was the only way I would be able to buy groceries for a good while. Even when we were at home I would strap her to me and just sit on the couch and fold laundry. I have a theory that it has something to do with your heart rate and warmth like Skin to Skin or Kangaroo Care.
I really pray that I was able to get at least one helpful tip out to you and your special one. Stay strong mamma because it will get easier. I pray that your kids do not back talk yoyou at all today. Thank you so much for your read and your support. I am happy to introduce my new E-Mail club or HappyHippyClub down at the bottom of the page. Be sure to follow me on Twitter @DatHippyDoe, Pinterest, Facebook, all of that social media stuff…Also, acceptance through knowledge about Sensory Processing Disorder is possible and it starts with us.